so this is the result when you're emo. ehhhh!!! :p at bkit nmn ako na-emo?!? you should know! hahaha! :)) JILLIAN 
can’t explain this
It’s hard to understand
I try but I’m lost
Mesmerized by her
That look will surely stay
She smiles at every face, even mine
But, why dsnt she see me in this empty room?
Does she think abt u when u do, when u do?
I try to walk that same hill next to u
I try to be that missing part of u
I tremble as I wait
In these busy, city fields
I see a million stares at me
Anxiously looking
Finding the right time to see
If that sign you’re looking for, will lead to me
But, dnt u see what u’re doing to me?
Can’t you see that I’ve been dealt by this, dealt by u?
I guess I’ll always do
I try to shut them
Blurring this picture from my head
But even in the dark, u are there
I try to walk that same hill next to you
I try to be that missing part of you
I guess I'll always do
I try to love you even if you won't at all..
